Day 17: What do you want to be when you get older?
I don't like this question, because I'm already "older." This economy is kicking my ass big time!
All I really ever wanted to do was be a movie director/producer. It's the reason I got a passport so early in life. It's why I read books on the subject and why I went to college to learn how to be awesome at it. It's why I'm developing 4 different movie ideas, and only one of them is an epic adventure/big budget movie.
I didn't even want to be making a shit ton of money. I just wanted to be able to afford a house, and a nice car, and be able to go shopping without worrying about how much money I was spending. And be able to afford the wedding of my dreams if I were to get married one day, and not have to worry about every little penny.
But, so far, I'm not this. I am a retail goonie that hates her life and gets rejected from every job she applies to, who doesn't have a car and has to repay all those student loans she got learning how to be the person she will never become. Sad face.
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